Friday, June 06, 2008
recollection of past memories can become a pain in the ass.
not cos' i dislike thinking about the past.
but cos' it makes me yearn even more to return to the past,
when i understand that i should face reality and live for the present.
as i walked down orchard road,
as i strode along chinatown,
as i paced aimlessly in shopping malls,
i closed my eyes for half a second,
praying fruitlessly and stubbornly that when i open my eyes,
i will find myself amongst the laughter of kids, the greetings of saibadee, the droning of insect sounds, the soothing sunsets. amongst mountains streams rocks trees flowers...
also, i realise that it is the escapade of reality that makes me miss this expedition even more. cos for the next few months, i know i cant hide away from my stinky grades and aimless life anymore.
i need a new direction. a new focus point in life.
11:30 PM
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